What can be said about Africa that hasn't already been said? What can be done that hasn't already been done? Competition is fierce...
Sometimes the simplest things are the most meaningful. In Africa, land of sensory overload, it is often tricky to resist the lure to go for the BANG. Flamboyance and flash are mistaken for essence and depth, and it is easy to get away with superficiality.
The obvious themes are not always the safest choices and the unexpected surprise is often under your very nose but hidden from focus, blurred by so much input you are left in a daze. One needs to look deeper and work around ways to incorporate all the input in a way that reflects how it impacts us. For us europeans, especially, the temptation to copy blindly themes and techniques explored by our african friends often leads to mediocre results that feel fake... no matter how long we have lived here.
I now realize that a great part of the grip Africa had on me as a child was not only the beauty of its landscapes and the vastness of its horizons that made me feel even bigger inside (something I felt I had forever lost when I moved to Europe) but also, and most importantly, what I could not see, all those things I imagined or felt lurking in the underbrush. And perhaps, more than I care to admit... imagination molded and enhanced my experience of things.
I've been going around in circles trying to come up with paintings that reveal a bit of how I feel being back after all these years. I am not so much interested in what I see but what I sense lies beyond the concrete walls of a crumbling city, the vegetation or the play of light and shadow – colours, smells, (dis)tastes, but mostly the charm that lies beyond words and moves us to be silent for fear of failing to express adequately how deeply we are moved.
If I were to pass on to you even an inkling of what it is I feel then the effort I put in would have been worth it.